After the rain...various visions present themselves whilst gleaming a beautiful shade of optimism over heavy circumstances noticed before the storm. Then again, its all about perspective...
As a trained sociologist, I foresee many things before they arrive, and then again, I had a knack for that as a child.
There are two types of behaviors...innate and learned. Some innate behaviors were shunned as a child, and as an adult I truly 'get' why its encouraged - however, I give a *side eye*.
When encouraged to feel your natural way of BE*ing is inappropriate, no matter the person...senses become altered, panic sets in, and then we attempt to mask pain whilst figuring how to prevent its reoccurence in the future.
Let all that shit go...and stop thinking.